Tomorrow starts the official first day back to school for our county and my mom and sister are back to their normal fall schedules. This kind of signifies the end of summer for me as I have been spending a lot of time with them this summer. They both have helped me get through a lot of my anxieties and have been a huge comfort for me as I was struggling a lot.
I almost have a new set of anxieties as fall comes into play because everyone is going back to their normal jobs and school and I have nothing going on. I was denied financial aide for school and I am looking into finding a loan so I can hopefully go to school this fall, but as time draws near I am afraid I wont have enough time to register for classes.
It sucks not having anything particular going on in your life. Especially as I have been suffering from my anxiety a lot more. I've been trying to plan things and write a lot more, but it only helps for so long.
I don't know where my life is headed in the next two years and that's really difficult because I feel like I am living in a void until more certain plans come into play.
Anyway, I am grateful for my family who loves me. I really enjoyed spending so much time with my mom and sister this season and I'll miss not seeing them every day, I think.
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