I've been a lot more open about my anxiety to my friends and family to the point that they have commented to me about it. They feel it is helping me move forward and I am in a time in my life where I am moving forward.
This is the first time I have felt a "pull" towards anything. I am feeling the pull towards going back to school and heading towards my career goals (more to come on that).
I have not been in a good place in the past few months. I fell into a deep pit. Two weeks ago I was having panic attacks so bad every day that I had to take my son to my mom's house just to breath. I immediately sought help in my doctors. I sought help in my church. And I am finally starting to see results.
I don't expect life to change for me overnight. I truly know I will need to work very hard to achieve some of the goals I have set for myself.
God is working through me very strictly right now. In fact, I don't feel like I've ever heard Him speak to me this much in my entire life. He opened my eyes to so much and I am finally on such a good path. Letting Him lead me is the best decision I've ever made and the results happen daily. I am so thankful to have found this comfort in him and his daily reminders in my life.
It will not suck forever.
"Will you trust me when my answer is wait?"
Yes, and I will keep forcing myself to.
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