Pregnant anxiety is the worst I have ever felt. My husband has left for a friend's bachelor party in Las Vegas. For some reason, I have cried every single day he has been gone. I hate being in the house alone, I hate not having him here. I'm absolutely miserable without him and TERRIFIED of having another panic attack. They've been someone of the worst I have ever had.
I just miss him so much. And it really shows me how much I love him and need him in my life. I don't know what I would do without him.
Feeling really nauseous lately as well. Wanting to throw up all the time, but never actually doing it. And finally, getting car sick while I'm the one driving.
I probably have 4 more weeks of this before my body finally starts calming down a little bit. I have no idea what to do until then except hope for the best. I have great friends that are spending the evenings with me and keeping me company until bed time. And good family that I can always call and wake up in the middle of the night. I'm very grateful for everything I have.
But I sure hope this weekend flies by.
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