It seems more often than not that I am posting sad posts, or I blog when I'm upset. Which is understandable. When you are upset, you want to get it out of your system in any way you can and blogging really helps with that. However, when you're happy, you want to enjoy the moment and live in it.
Well, here is a change of events for you.
I am happy.
There is no large reason or event that has caused this happiness, I am just happy.
I love God. I feel close to him and even though I am not a very good Christian, I feel His presence in my life, as though he is constantly standing behind me...in a good way! It is reassuring and makes me feel so loved.
I love my fiance. We have our ups and downs, and most recently a very large down. But we love each other and we know that we will be married one day. We were made for each other and once again, God is making that apparent in my life. We do crazy things together, but that's okay. We're young and it's okay to have fun at this age. Why not enjoy life? Why worry about everything? We are not being reckless, we are just enjoying what God has blessed us with; life!
I love my family. Need I say more? Family has different meanings to everyone, but to me it means the people who are always there for you. I have grown very close to my family this summer and I am enjoying every minute of it. They make my spirit rise when I'm with them.
I love my life. I am currently in between jobs. I will find out next week whether or not I received a position that I interviewed for, and then I will know for sure what my future work schedule will look like, but until then, every day is a day off! Hallelujah!! I am NOT taking this for granted!
I just had eye surgery and I feel fabulous. Yes, I am still suffering the every day self conscious sufferings that a woman goes through, and my surgery has prevented me from my work out routine that I have developed this summer which is making my body feel horrible. But emotionally I am just fine. And that feels so good.
Thank you, God! You put the magic in me!
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